PoetryGrrrl

Inspiration’s sweetest smile
looked down on me today;
she sent a ray of shining love
so bright it chased my gloom away
a boy so sweet and wonderful
to make my spirit sing for joy
A rainbow reveals itself to me,
a full spectrum of shining personality
more brilliant than i could ever hope
to possess or imitate;
this boy is essense of morning dew
sweet raindrops and flowers
shining sun and blowing wind
wisdom of the earth, and nature’s finest hues;
fuzzy warm creature that he is
the earth revolves around him,
he is warmer than a supernova –
the birds chirp out a happy song
for none other than he,
while the world sets in his smile
and turns under his scrutiny
as in a desert, I thirst
can it be that he is mine to drink of?

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(his eyes)

Brilliantine hue of deepest blue
mixed with hint of white;
envelops sky, draws attention
with twinkling of eternal eye;
blue, for sad
aching empty hands
blue for love, and spreading warmth;
blue for water, tears that fall
but also for enchanting thrall
of looking into friendship’s eyes
and sighing lovelorn in the night.
The color of sinking into eyes
but also sad, for goodbyes,
and of dearest voice that is music to my ears,
honey-sweet essence of a soul
whose presence is so dear;
beauty in truth
that the world cannot crush down,
but only hinder for awhile
until the blue of life shines through.

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When I think of him
I picture sun shining down
to pay homage
birds sweetly chirping
at the morning dew
and blush of dawn
lights my cheeks
at mention of his name;
when I think upon my friend
I cannot help but smile,
I cannot chill the warming thoughts
nor can I stop the changing tide
that flows in his direction.
All sweetness in his smile,
all beauty in his eyes
and yet, I fear to look
for I know I can’t disguise
the way I fall into them;
preclude to adoration
stirrings of a change in me
I have found a kindred spirit
a soul much like my own
and one that logic does not rule!

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hope against hope
pledges it is true,
confuses the soul;
i am torn in two!
but cannot make a whole
in one direction;
edgy sleep did not cure
uncertainty inside
how to lend solution to
this sweetly aching tide?
the heart stays the hand,
and the hand, the pen,
but longs to find some clarity
or definite to send;
but i cannot, alas!
this is the bittersweetest ache –
i should not give, lest i should take!
and yet, i Want, i Thirst, i Crave,
but i cannot break
dearest trust to either;
to both, I am devoted!
but being thus, untrue to both
but in this constraint, untrue to myself.

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he kissed me, half a second, twice
and sent electricity
that lent confusion
whirlwind romantic verse
that i adore
poetry to my heart
but sadness follows close
I cannot think in stasis
I cannot dream in waking
standstill, checkmate
half and half, torn in two
alas, I love them both
so selfish on my part!
what next?

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One of the boys, I dated for several years and is still one of my best friends. The other boy, I eventually married.
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